The Hum Of Helicopters

I think this fall into next year, I’m literally going to lose my sanity. I’ve lost my ability to speak my mind to my closest family. I’ve lost the promise of sanctuary and comfort in my own home. I’ve lost any promise of a social life, well, when school starts (This I don’t really mind). I just feel like literally everything has changed in one summer. I’d rather just skip this step and go off to college and start my life. And so, I will morph into a bear and hibernate from it all with schoolwork and work-work. At least I’m shaping my future, right? 

Maybe I just need to stop complaining.